Well, here it is, another birthday!!!! Happy Birthday to me!!!! I cannot believe that I am actually 45 years old today!!!! 45 is for OLD people, certainly not ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow, it really is scary, every year goes by quicker!! Who would have thought last year at this time that I would have actually be sitting here now, minus my huge uterus, fibroids and ovaries!!!!!! I never thought I'd actually have the surgery, but I did, and I survived and here I am, another year older!!!! And I'm so thankful I'm ok, and that I have a great hubby and family and dear friends who remembered me today and sent nice cards and letters! I really am fortunate!!! I still can't believe I am this old though..!!! Inside I still feel like I'm 27!!!!! I look at these younger girls and think "enjoy it while you can, honey, because before you know it, you'll be in your 40's and you'll have no idea where the time went"!!!!! What scares me even more is to think how fast the past 20 years went and to think in 20 more years, I'll be 65!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't deal with that thought right now!!!! So before I get too depressed I will end this and get ready to go out to dinner (my favorite thing to do--EAT!!!!) and celebrate with Mark!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!