I don't know why I haven't started a journal yet....but here goes. I have been "blue" the past couple of days. I don't want to say depressed because I'm not going to give in to it. I have been off of antidepressants for almost a year now with good results. What I really need is a few days away. More than just a few days really. I wish I could go somewhere totally isolated. Totally alone. But know that I would be safe. Instead, I have to visit people to get away. While I do enjoy the visits...this time I just wish I could go somewhere alone. *sigh
I will probably go and spend a few days with my Mom and then go spend a few days with an old friend of mine. My Mom lives about 100 miles away and my friend lives about 170 miles away. -I always take backroads. I do enjoy that and I'm not afraid to travel alone....so long as I'm on the go. Soooo maybe sometime soon, I'll hit the road and take a break.
My dreams here lately have been about going back to familiar places. Heart warming places. Such as my Grandma's house. Somewhere (anywhere) that has good memories. I find myself sleeping later in the morning hoping to stay a little longer in those places...if only in my dreams.
Geeez.....I need a.....ROAD TRIP!!!!! LOL