I'm really nervous!

I'm getting the date for my hysterectomy may 7th, and I am really nervous... the docs keep mentioning the bad things that could happen, the horror of hormones, and such.... because I am young they are concerned, of course, but I have decided this is the thing to do..... I am nervous because i may have the endo on my bladder and bowel again, and I was wondering if any women who have had everything removed, (i'm having all out except cervix) and who had endo on bladder and or bowel have had recurrences there, and if it's painful.... also is recovery painful? and what is a good hormone? i have heard wonders about the progesterone cream, is it expensive because i do not have extended medical, does everyone get problems adjusting? all in all i am getting really nervous, even though i know this is the best possible thing for me and will improve my life so much...
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Hi there..Do not feel bad....I am only twenty-eight and I am having a hysterecomy on the 26th of April...My uterus is trying to attach itself to the colon and my bladder has dropped so I have to have that fixed to...I know the feeling about hearing what can happen but you know what I have a higher power and I believe we all be okay.....I am talking about God...I am married to a preachers son so that is what I was meaning God..

Talk to you later...