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07-24-2012, 09:30 PM
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Hyster Sister
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Hysterectomy: September 8th, 2011
Surgery Type: TVH
Ovaries: Undecided
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Re: Recovery Progress Reports for Hysterectomy dates Sep 05-Sep 11,2011
Hi Everyone!
A funny thing happened at my yearly physical... (actually not funny ha ha but funny "huh")
Go thru our list of usual stuff. Yes, my gallbladder still hurts me, love my hysterectomy, and for some reason I can't really eat food anymore without wanting to throw up. I'm not really worried about it because it's classic gallbladder. They do the blood test, a stool sample, and send me on my way to the GI doc. I know the routine. At this point I'm starting to fall on the side of getting the darn thing removed because I can't continue to not eat.
Well, my stool sample comes back positive for occult blood. To me this is no big deal because I have some bleeding in my stomach from meds. My GI doc doesn't agree because I've been on nexium for a month and the bleeding should be gone. After much arm twisting she convinces me to do a colonoscopy. I really, really didn't want to. I'm 43 and have never had one before and could go my whole life without one. As my husband likes to say, everyone poops, but I'm really weird about that particular body part and function.
I have my scope and the doc comes and talks to me in recovery. The first thing she says is "that scope saved your life". I don't remember much but what I do remember is:
There were 2 masses and a polyp. One of the masses looked really bad.
I think we caught it in time.
We'll need to find out if it spread and then decide what our next course of action is.
I showed the pictures to my mom who is a hospice RN. She cried. She said it didn't look good. She is usually very optimistic. It was hard to get that from my mom.
That was yesterday. I have to wait a week for the official results but everyone seems convinced that they know. Yesterday was a hard day. I cried a lot. Today I decided that yesterday didn't happen. It doesn't feel real yet. I don't know how I feel. My world is grey right now with black clouds on the horizon.
I guess I'm sharing this because I need to put it in print. I can't remember who had what in our little group that led them to a hysterectomy but if anyone went down this path, I guess I'm reaching out.
I'm pretty scared.
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