thanks for the pain info....sounds like..

well it sounds like being verbal is the best thing...and not feeling like you have to lay there in pain is the best answer.....I am having a abdominal hyster; or I guess they call it a simple hysterectomy..provided they don't find any invasive cancer in my cervix...I believe since they are knocking me out they are doing a "leep"procedure first...to check it out as I have been at that scary CINIII, for a couple years now...and avoided ever letting them take small pieces of my cervix...wasn't into it....I have two large ovarian cysts...one about the size of a human head..squishing everything in there....I have been offered a series of "day" surgeries from various doctors...a day surgery to cone-out my cervix(like remove 75% of it), followed by an ovary-removal....then maybe another ovary removal....I am 37 & hate to say it but definitely not a "breeder"...and why would I want a series of day surgeries....my pain with menses has been unbearable....horrible...I am sick of it all, and sick of the fear of cervical cancer...and want to be cured forever..not treated spontaneously...I avoid western medicine as much as possible......but my discomfort with this large alien ovarian cyst is too much....I want my body back to normal...only I know 'Normal" will be different....the perception of not following the common HMO protocol..was not well recieved...they repeatly tried to schedule me for Cone Biospys, cervical erosion....I was like ...no way...cure me...don't treat me. I knew at somepoint I had to deal with the CINIII severe dysplasia...as I was petrified it would kill me...but the same time my ovarian cysts were growing like tulip bulbs....in a sense I am glad I am eliminating all these problems, I am sad to lose my organs...but sick of the anxiety, the fear, and the discomfort. And I hopefuly won't have to worry about cervical cancer.....
thanks again for the feedback...got my hyster sisters tshirt today!!!!!