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07-16-2007, 05:54 PM
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Posts: 27
Hysterectomy: July 23rd, 2007
Surgery Type: TAH/SAH
Ovaries: Removed both
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feel like I'm shutting down
I have a week to go before my TAH, and very possible BSO. I'm already so nervous. I've been planning this for quite some time and believe this to be the right decision for me, however I can't believe the anxiety I am experiencing now. I get sweaty palms, butterfly stomach, and can't concentrate. I have trouble sleeping because of thoughts of doubt. I should be getting the house ready for my return from the castle, but I can't move. I read a post last night that said something about "many women have a horrible transition with menopause" and started to cry. I have endometriosis, stage 4, I'm only 36 and heading straight into menopause??? I have endo, not cancer, so as the clock is ticking to surgery time, I wonder if I should suck it up and live with my condition vs instant menopause. I guess I'm just scared with a week to go.
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