Just started bowel prep....

......and still threatening to change my mind on the table. Although I guess if I were seriously going to change my mind, I'd have done it already. I almost wish I'd been experiencing the severe pain of the past year for the past two weeks. I've actually had a relatively pain free month, and so of course I start thinking, "....hmmm do I really need this?" This morning as I was hyperventilating at my dh saying "they are going to CUT on my BODY", poor dh hollered back at me, "they are going to FIX your body!" Wow, that gave me pause.......

So I'm off to the castle at about 4:30 am tomorrow for 7 am surgery. I'll say a prayer for all of my fellow sisters.

Gigimay

Gigimay, hang in there, you're doing great, almost at the finish line.
Good luck tomorrow and post when you're up to it so we can know how you made out and how you are doing.

Gigimay~

Your DH is right they are going to fix your body. Just think...no more pain (after recovery of course). Its normal to be scared and want to back out~but you have come this far and it will be over real soon.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Good Luck! I'll be saying prayers for you!

Best wishes! I will be thinking about you and praying that your surgery and recovery are uneventful! Hang in there!

s, Deb

I will keep you in my prayers..Good luck and happy recovery...lots of s

good luck..i was the same way. i told the anesthesiologist in the pre-op holding area that if he didnt get something in me quick, i was leaving!