Again for the 4th time!!!!!!!

HI everyone,

I am so frustrated!!! I started bleeding again for the 4th time! Carolinez, thanks for letting me vent so much!

I have gained so much weight, I still have my ovaries so why????? I ache, I tried to work out tonight and had to get off the machines and just walk. Then, I couldn't even walk that much! I went on the machines because my normal routine it too much at this time.

Could you send some prayers my way?? I think stress isn't allowing me to heal like I should. I am under tremendous stress right now and I feel a bit emotional.

I know things will change but right now I'm having a moment. Thanks for allowing me to vent ALOT!!!!
lotto

I have total sympathy for you. I had my surgery on Sept 8 2005, and I still have times where I hurt and I BLEED.. I too think that Stress has made it to where I am healing slowly.. I can tell you that it does get easier and better as time goes by.. Even now each week seems to get better and better.. Just hang in there and dont give up, in this case time does heal..

Prays for you.
Stacey

Did you retain your cervix? If so you might be experiencing mini periods.

My cervix is still in tact. I was told of these miniperiods but the way I feel when I have them is horrible-worse than before the surgery.

No one wants to hear about how bad i feel because "surgery was sooooooooooooooooooooooo long ago" (12 wks). They don't understand because i look fine and even act as if I am doing great sometimes. It's just frustrating and I am finding the need for validation more and more. Belly swelled up last night to look like i was 5 mo pregnant!!!!! When is this all going to end? Sorry for sounding so negative-just me lately.
lotto

Did your Dr cauterize the cervix? if not thats an option. Another option is to wait and see if your symptoms settle down as time passes, or you could go ahead and schedule to have the cervix removed.

feel better
d

dg2901,

Dr did cauterize the cervix at time of surgery and I haven't asked my dr if cauterization is a possibility again. She did mention that I could have the cervix removed. YUCK!!!! I'm not ready for that yet. Why do I feel worse than before? I thought I was suppose to get better everyday.

I feel as if I should take a sick day tomorrow and sleep all day but I already took 6 wks off (didn't rest much) but still. It's hard.

thanks for the support. I'll keep you posted.

lotto