Feeling frustrated!

I feel so uptight and aggravated, because of bronchitis my hys. has been re-sch. foe Feb.2nd, it was supposed to be on the 25th.
of Jan., this is the 3rd time I,ve had to do this. I just feel like I can't take it,I had myself so ready for the 25th, and now I feel like I have lost all control. I know this is crazy but I can't help it.
I just want to run outside and SCREAM my head off.
I'm actually shaking inside. It's usless to try to explain to my family, about how I feel. They don't understand what its like. Plus my mom keeps telling me about a friend of hers who had surgery of some type the other day, and they had a really hard time getting her awake. Then she had a stroke and a lot of other stuff happened, and now shes not expected to pull through. So please Pray for her, but this has really freaked me out!

oh that's real supportive of your mom to tell you about complications right before your to have surgery. *hugs* I understand your frustration. it takes a lot to build up to these surgeries and after all the stress and anticipation to be kept being told it was being put off is extremely hard *hugs* hang in there!

Hi,

Boy do I know how you feel. My surgery was postponed two weeks because of a scheduling error on the doctor. It was like I had been punched in the gut! I cried and cried and moped around for days.

The day is finally here, I go in tomorrow, but it was the longest two weeks of my life!

All I can say is hang in there and try and not let it engulf you. For awhile I didn't do anything, just moped!

I will be thinking of you and praying for strength!

Thanks so much, it helps to hear from others. My mom was great help in scaring me to death.S he said well I shouldn't tell you this but........., Susie,I,ll be thinking of you tom. and praying for you.

yeah that is what I meant by my comment was that would scare the hell outta me too we will keep the woman and you in our thoughts!