Help...need reassurance!

You ladies are great...I knew you would reassure me. Unfortunately, I can't schedule the surgery any sooner because my doctor is on vaction the first two weeks of July and I refuse for anyone but him to do this, and I don't want him gone after the surgery. Deep down I do know it's the right thing...if my husband heard me saying that I had doubts, he'd set me straight! Unfortunately, as we all do, I have some baggage that I carry around...my mom was a major hypochondriac so I tend to downplay anything that's wrong with me. This just happens to be the most major thing that's ever been wrong, so I have come to the realization that I actually do have something going on that's valid...it's not just in my head! Imagine that?! :wow: