An emotional night :-(

I was like that too at first. When I look back of having no more
painful periods and severe heavy bleeding I do not have no
regrets. Hang in there

Creshaunda

((((Jess))))
I'm sorry you had a rough night last night... Looks like you were even up late! Awwww sweetie, I can really only offer hugs. Duran Duran sounds nice, though

Sit in some sunshine today sweetie. It does help some...

More hugs!!!!!

Thanks ((((Skipper))))

Yeah, was up until 3am or so!
Today is a new day though. I'm going to stay positive as best I can!

I notice when I get "down" I tend to have some pain, so I'm gonna be happy today!

XOXOX

I am felling the same way. As I sit here my 16 year old is fighting with my 7 year old. She is threatening to beat the crap out of him. I just want to cry!! Can't anyone get alone!!!

(((Confused)))

Cry away...it cleanses the soul.
Then put the fear of God in both of the kids ;-)

XOXOXOX
Jess

lol Funny you mention them... I'm ready to strangle my 13 year old! Urg! For 3 days, yes 3 days, I've been trying to get him to do his chores. I grounded him from video games last night and told him today they were to be done before anything else, well, he could eat first. So you know what the snot did???? He stands in the kitchen staring at the fridge saying there is nothing to eat. I finally had to go in there at noon and tell him he had until 1:00 to eat, do all 3 chores, AND get a shower or he was grounded for a week. That got his seat movin'. Sheesh....

Jess - I hear ya on the mood/pain connection. I've noticed that myself. I actually dragged my toosh out of bed at 7:45 today just to get myself used to "real" life again It bit the big one, but I'm feeling good now Well, except for having to deal with a teenager... lol

Hope today holds some happiness for you! (((Jess)))

Well I'm finally about to get in the shower. I stink.

Gosh Jessica.....so sorry to hear you're feeling down. And as for your supervisor......she should be ashamed of herself. One of these days SHE's going to be in your position!

Can you take a train to visit your parents? That would be better that doing a 6 hour drive!

Please keep us posted. I've really enjoyed reading all your posts here! You are an inspiration to us all.

(((Manto)))

Thanks so much for saying I am an inspiration. I try to be!

Tonight it's supposed to storm, so I'm going to light all the candles, listen to my favorite music, and check things out here and stay as positive as possible.

I just posted about getting my hospital bill! EEEK! But I know, no matter what, I have made the right decision about this surgery 100%. Money is not everything. Having a nasty boss, well, I'll just smile when I am back at work and kill her with kindness LOL! Believe me, it WORKS! Teeheee!

(((((hugs)))))

Hang in there Jess! We're all here for you. As you can see, your sisters just wouldn't be the same without you.

As for work, I have a picture hanging in my room that sums it up, "Life is more than just a job". Remember, your health is the most important thing. So really savor your time off. As you said, there will be good times and bad. Always know your sisters will be there for you whenever you need us!!

(((((hugs)))))