6 days post op

thank you ivy! you are not making it worse! I love kids -- but have poor patience with kids who are not properly supervised by their parents. (I used to teach martial arts to classes of twenty little boys, and had no problem keeping everyone under control -- the key was respect and a very soft voice...) Sometimes i think no matter how much i wanted kids, that God didnt want me to have them or knew me well enough to know that i am too selfish. i cant even imagine going through this with a child to take care of, I am barely managing minimal care of me!! (Alfredo is easy to make -- boil noodles and toss with melted butter, heavy cream and parmesan.) cant figure out why i havent had any mysterious weight loss!

You are back to work already and you had your surgery on 6/11?

awww.. your welcome
and my cooking skills are beyond bad lol... i microwave a mean hamburger helper and make a good chicken pot pie but thats about the extent of my cooking skills lol... thanks though

yeah sometimes i wonder why god gave me my son when most of the time i feel like i can't keep up with him. i mean i wouldn't trade him for anything... it just feels like i can't do it all sometimes. like today... i'm supposed to be resting right... but instead i'm sitting here looking up video game codes for him so he'll have something to do while i can't get up and play with him. even though i keep promising myself i'm going to be selfish today and stay in bed no matter what... it just isn't working that way

i was also wondering... since yesterday things have felt different... the pain is now kind of a sharp stabbing pain around my pelvic bone rather than a dull ache... and it kinda feels every once in a while like things are about to fall out even though i doubt that is possible... anyone else had anything like this? also last night i spotted a bit... and that hadnt happened at all since i left the hospital and before i spotted i had the most horrid cramps... thats part of why i know i should be in bed today... it's kind of worrying me a little... i'm afraid i've overdone it... thanks again and thanks in advance for any advice on that one *HUGS*