Freaking Out

Hello everyone - i am thirteen days out, and have a strange thing to report - or maybe not. I have had a very hard time with this, painwise. Yesterday morning i woke up nice, very good day (after some very hard, very painful, very emotional ones). When i woke from a nap, i had a severe pain on my left side, around the incision. could not walk upright. i had abdominal surgery 16 years ago, and my incision is above the old one. Well, very bad end of day, into today.
I have a "knot" above the left side of THe incision, and another one under, as big as a finger (a fat one). I called the DR, and the girl there said to use poroxide and it was a clot of some sort.
Well, thiS clot has me in tears, and in worse pain than when i got home. I do not have a fever, and while i am terrified of going to Dr now, i feel something is really wrong. it is a stabbing pain, better when i say down. You cannot walk upright, worse then.
PLEASE anyone with some insight - i am going backwards here, and losing my mind!!
Thank you all.......

Wow Redjane, that's horrible to hear about. I think that you should go to the doctor or at least the ER, if if doesn't stop soon. I'm having almost the same problem with my lower abdomen with he cut me, it's very, very hard and sore to touch, it's even hot to the touch. When I asked my dr what it was, he even said that he didn't know. Something like these things should be looked at by a doctor. I hate for you to be in so much pain, but I don't really know if this is normal! Then at the same time, I don't know what peroxide would do for that! Please don't lose your mind, because then I will have no one to help me out, and then both of us would lose our minds together. Take it easy, more so now because of the knots, and give it a couple of days, if it still hurts, please go to the doctor. But whatever you do, don't push on it, or mess with it, because we don't know what it is. Don't give up on me now, take it slow, please.