Tired, afraid, confused and angry(need help and advice)

[color=DarkSlateBlue]Hello everyone, my name is Sherry and I am lying here in bed, as I do for two days every month. I have had problems for years. I have had two miscarragies two live births, my first child had Down Syndrom and passed when she was eleven months old. I now have a breautiful 4 year old girl and I thank God for her every day. My health concern is: painful periods to the point of not being able to function for two days, sometimes two weeks. I have had abnormal paps with moderate to severe dysplasia. Had a leep/lasor and my doc did not send any tissue for biopsy, I do not know if there was cancer although my last pap came back normal the way I feel tells me that this is not over, I have two, maybe three fibroids and they hurt so bad, I just cry. I'm in the Air Force and have tried to get consults with the doc but I get treated like I am a trouble maker and can not get the consult. I can never see the same doc and I can not get a refferal. I am done haveing children and I just want this thing gone. My periods are so bad, I sock a super plus tampon and two overnight pads in less than an hour for the first two days. I am at wits end with what to do and I have been doing nothing but crying all day. I am tired of having to call by supervisor every month around this time to tell her I can not come to work. I am tired of having two to three migraine headachs every month, I am tire of taking pain meds to the point of being sick. I just want some releif. Thank you for letting me vent. You ladies keep me going and hopefully one day soon I will enter the castle and come out feeling like a princess too.

I hear your pain. I'm sure others will be by soon with concrete advice, but for now here's some and and another