TVH I got my surgery day wrong...and I had to post this

I got the date slightly wrong for my surgery -- I inadvertently put down the day my dad died that week, instead. I am really a mess right now and I had to be able to post this.

Also -- wow.. this week (I think it is week 5) is so much worse than right after surgery I am at my wits end. I am VERY glad I will be seeing my doctor on Monday.

My face has broken out -- even on my chest are painful pimples. I am very tired... I am also 2 years post breast-CA so I do not foresee being able to take anything hormonal to make my moods or outbreaks better. But, I AM going to ask my doctor if maybe I can put estrogen cream on my face.

I am just very nervous right now -- and not at all calm and I just got to this site because everything seems wrong. So, I hope things don't move to fast and I have a chance to... well.. I finally understand what my doctor was saying when she said "if we do this since you can't supplement with estrogen, there will be no going back" -- I just expected it to be all calm.. It makes me nervous. I feel so fragile right now *sigh*.

I changed that day on my profile. I will post my official err -- introduction post very soon.

Thanks in advance.

~Alexandra45

Alexandra, welcome to the site. It sounds like you are having a really tough time. Hang in there, I am sure things will get better, just keep your head held high and remember to try and find the fun things in life. Happiness and a positive attitude can go a really long way in personal health...*hugs* we are here for you.

P.S. When I was in medical menopause I used proactive for my breakouts. It works really well and you may want to consider trying it.