Been trying to keep a positive attitude...

Hey, Sisters!
Happy Valentines Day!!!

I know that some of my posts lately have been upbeat and humorous lately, and I have been trying to keep that kind of attitude all the time, but...hasn't been working last couple days.
Last night, I woke up from more bad dreams, with difficulty breathing and sharp pains in my sides. I know what they are from and that those are some of the reasons I am getting this done. Then I just started panicing. I called my DH at work and he came home on his "lunch" break to help me with the breathing. (My doc, and the 2nd and 3rd opinions agreed, that my breathing problem is related to multiple adhesion on my diaphragm, and that until the surgery, I need to relax and concentrate on breathing when it gets bad.) We had been trying to concieve for over 3 years at this point. Just over a year ago, we succeeded, only to miscarry at 13 weeks. Then with lots of testing and looking around and stuff, recently found out that since the adhesions on my ovaries have anchored them to the pelvic floor, most of my eggs dont make it to the tubes at all (tubes are also anchored in a "non-user-friendly manner as well)

Sry, guess I just needed to vent again.

Tiffany

Feel free to Vent anytime. I believe that is what this site is for. I wish I could give you a hug - here's a cyber hug for you!!! Take care of yourself.

Happy Valentine's Day
JAS

I hope you're doing better now.....

Happy Valentine's Day right back at ya!

Keep working on the breathing, and use any technique you can to keep yourself calm for the next couple of weeks! My best wishes to you.

s and Thanx!!!

I am still stressed, mostly from pain tho. I just has to keep reminding me that its still there...
Then, to make things even more "exiting", my job has told me that they arent extending my employment...they agreed to let me work for 6 months, and that time is up in 3 days. My supervisors were trying to get that extended another 6 months so would then qualify to work there permanently. Last year I missed a cpl weeks from a knee injury, and they are saying that I am too much of a risk to extend emplyment since I will be out about 6 months with this surgery. I hate beaurocratic red-tape!!!:burning:

Thanx for listening...again...lol

Tiffany