Lots of mix emotions

I can't sleep my mind is going all over. All week I have been getting my house ready for the hysterectomy. I am also getting some things ready for myself for my brothers wedding 3 weeks after my surgery I having a davinci surgery.hopeing that I can at lease be there for a while.That kind of give me anxiety how the surgery got schedule and his wedding put that was the date both doctors could do the sugery.So Im going to do the best I can. I need to focus of getting ready and try to relax and have a healltlhy recovery.I am sad, anxious, scared, and at same time cant wait to get this over with.Everytime I have pain I just remind myself why I need to get it done.This painful endometriosis.

Heal75

You will do great!

I had a TVH on July 27th and went to a wedding on August 15th. I stayed for about 4 hours. I was really tired after but took it easy the next day.

Listen to your doctors, take care of yourself, do nothing....like they tell you and you will do great.

Best wishes!

It does get better...I found that having a pad of paper next to my bed to jot down the mental To-Do list that I was fussing over in the middle of the night really helped. Once I wrote them down, I could fall asleep.
GOOD LUCK

Thank you ladys for your respond.Last night I couldn't go to sleep.I made some chamomille tea and it help finally at midnight I went to bed.And I am going to try not to think to much of what will happen. I will just go day by day.

Heal75: yawn: