My first meltdown!

Well, I went to the castle yesterday for my bloodwork. Took a Lortab 7.5 while I ws there and even felt like going out tree shopping. When I got home the Dr was on the phone and asked if I would have the op on Wednesday. I told him sure and drove 50 miles each way to get my DH-he's disabled. Got back home and found out the surgery has been changed to 12/14. I literally lost it at that point-screamed, cried, cried louder. He has to have minor surgery today and can't operate on the till next Thursday. I feel SO weird. Like I have an alien growning in my tummy thats multiplying every day and I want it out NOW. I mean, 1 fibroid turned into 4 within a week. How many more can multiply in 10 more days. Dr. said he'll keep me on the Lortab but this waiting is getting to me. Plus my car decided it's sicker than I am. Almost didn't make it home. The only bright side is now I have time to put up my tree before I go in. Just wanted to share my misery since we're all one big happy family now.

Mine was rescheduled at the very last minute too, I know exactly how you're feeling.

I'm so sorry you have to wait