surgery tomorrow and i am getting sad

I went through extreme sadness before my surgery even though we chose to be done rather than try again as well. Having the option completely gone makes it so much different than just saying you are done. I was so worried I was making the wrong choice, but after really working through all my emotions, I realized I love the family I have right now, and this will be the best thing for us all. I hope I am done going through that sadness, but it may hit again now that my surgery is over. I hope everything went well for you today and you find peace with your surgery eventually.

My prayers are with you so is BIG