I just wanna cry, I def. need a hug right about now !

I just back from my docter appt. , found out I had a big fibroid on my uterus, that I didn't know was there ! Then I had to get more blood work and urine to find out why I was running a high fever last night, and woke up this morning with my sheets ,pillow case , and myself, all wet ! Now I know why ( the fever ) I have another infection a UTI !! The 1st infection is a bacteria infection. So now 2 more meds my docter put me on !! I thought I was having this surgery to feel better, but my world seems to be falling apart !!! I need to start eating an orange and a banana for the extra potassium my body is lacking ( that's why I been getting the charlie horses on my calves !! When she pulled the drainage tube from my right side ( she wouldn't let me hold my husbands hand even though she told me it was going to hurt! ) Hurt was not the word I would use , it felt like she was tearing my insides out from the left side to the right ! I felt every pull and motion from my left side of my body to the right !!! OUCH !!! She wants me to start drinking more water , I drink bottled water , so how many bottled waters does it take to equal up to at least 6 to 8 glasses ? ( The more the better !) I thought I was getting enough but apparently I wasn't if I have another infection ! Also this pooping thing .... How is my body supposed to poop on its own or start pooping by myself , if I have to keep drinking mom every night to poop ? I took it last night b4 going to bed and I was up all night pooping ! ( No sleep ) So I'm cranky , tired, sore, when am I going to start feeling better ??? Sorry this is so long, but I just need....... I'm usually not this emotional !!!!

<<<<Hugs>>>> to you! It sounds like you have been through it! Prayers that the rest of your journey is much smoother!

Aww......HUGS!! I am an emotional mess right now too. You're not alone!

Thanks Tammy , and dmaz ! It really means alot to know that I'm not going through this journey alone !

Sending out a hug cuz I need one too. I feel like I could cry and yell at the same time.

sending u ladies a giant hug ! It does get better, take it slow, be patient, and look after yourselves. xxx

Hang in there. It does get better. I was an emotional wreck last Friday and have finally turned the corner. Take care of yourself..

Big, big hugs!!!!

Sending big hugs to you Angeleyes4ever!

I had surgery on the 28th as well. I have been feeling sorry for myself b/c the family had to go back to work/school today. They are home now and all I want to do is cry!