Oh it's crying time again...

... and I can not stop.
Surgical Menopause , hot flushes, missing my hubby who is in Boston * a long way away from the UK * until Saturday..
I have all 4 Kids here, they look after me, my MIL comes to pick me up tomorrow lunchtime to take me to the doctores for my wound to be checked and I can ask some questions.

I take my Pain medication and it is going alright, painful BM but I heard here on the Forum that I am not alone with that and it is quite common.
Slight Bleeding today, now back to brownish discharge.

Here I sit, 50 Years of age , I have the TAH & BSO behind me, I just need to recover and all I want is my MUM and DAD but both passed away.

I so want them to tell me that all will be fine.

How bloody stupid is that?

I do suffer from Depressions for the last 13 years and on medication but THIS is something else. sighhhh

Thank you for being here

"HUGS Petra" The good part about this site is when we say "we know how you feel" we truly do. We have gone thru so much with our hysterectomies. I am 53 and I deal daily still with the hot flushes and crying. I don't know why I cry over small things sometimes, but I do. I was put on Climara patch last week. Still waiting for it to kick in.

Make sure and write your questions for your Dr, if you haven't. I wish I would of because now I have questions and no Apt. scheduled until next year.

All my bleeding and discharge stopped at 5 weeks. You'll get there and its wonderful!!! I hope Saturday gets here fast so your husband can get home! Good luck on your Dr Apt tomorrow and let us know how you are doing!