losing my possitive attitude

Okay,

Has this ever happened to anyone? You love your dh, but don't really like him right now and its totally not his fault? He hasn't even done anything wrong. My problem is pco, major surgery last December, nothing but problems since, and just changed birth control pills to high hormone last week. Also, I could cry and there are many reasons, but I wouldn't ordinarilly cry over these things and I don't want to now but I do. Does that make any sense? What else can I do besides hold on to the smig of optimism I have left? My energy for this disease is leaving me depleated. Thanks...

Sherri

Miss Kity,
I also have PCO- it is a very mean disease- i have struglled for 20 years with this and finally had it diagnosed about five years ago- no one has ever been able to do anything for me until finally i went to a new MD and she did the ablation- it worked for a couple of months and now i'm back to my usual.

It's hard with husbands, my husband has no idea how hard it is too deal with this- my brother and his wife just had a baby three months ago and it was always my dream to- even though i know God has other plans for me...

I have tried to educate him on the surgery, the postop care that will be needed and what i'm actually feeling- it's kind of funny- we have been going through marriage counselign the last nine months and since the surgery date has been set we are actually a little closer now that we are talkign a bit more...

I know that i love him dearly but sometimes i just don't like him for not always understanding what i'm feeling...he's supposed to know that ....doesn't that come with "I do"- yes "I do know how to read your mind and answer your every need even if you don't say it outloud"....ha ha- i'll keep you in my thoughts over the next couple of days- come back and post again- you will get so much hope and encouragement here...

my thoughts are with you sweetie- it's a hard time right now but your sisters are here with you to support you - we will get through this together...