Back to the or for prolapse makes me groan

A storm outside is blowing
One inside my heart as well
One more month to go
Anxious to be well

Four more Wednesdays
Till the pain and then I'll swell
Force myself to smile
Say I'm feeling well

Cringe then ask for help
Ring my little bell
Try to tramp the question
Of when I will be well

Patience! Faith!
Inside my head I yell
Fight frustration and the fear
With Faith I will be well!

The night is groaning loader
The reason is fierce as well
And still I groan inside me
And pray it will go well.