LAVH: 15 hours to go and getting Nervous!!! (children mentioned)

I will be in surgery in about 15 hours from now and I am starting to really feel nervous. I am finding myself panicking about if I brought everything or if my kids are ok. I know it is too late now because we are staying in a hotel to be closer to the hospital. I don't know how I am going to sleep tonight. I am also worried about how I'm going to get through the drive to the hospital without smoking. I am so used to smoking when I first roll out of bed and now I can't have one for at least 2 days. I wish they would have admitted me to the hospital tonight and then I could have one less temptation at least. I also wish they would have given me something for my nerves. I don't know how I will make it but I am sure I will. I know I need ALOT of prayers. Please help me.... I want to also tell lindainwa (if that is the wrong name I apologize, I know you have the same surgery date as me) that you are in my thoughts as well as all the other princesses going through this, I will let everyone know how it goes although it might be saturday depending on how I feel...

Best wishes tomorrow, and a speedy recovery!

I think once you are in the hospital you won't even think about smoking. I just quit a few weeks ago....so I know what your going thru with that.
Best wishes for your surgery...it'll be over before you know it!!

All the best for your surgery. I hope the rest of your wait goes really quick for you.