Do I change my mind and back out?

I am so glad about your post - i do go back and forth in my head, but meanwhile i am taking care of all the preparation work - telling my bosses, buying items now so i don't have big expenses all at once, bought a new mattress this weekend because my old mattress makes me sore in the morning, talking to my family and friends about this, talking to women who have been through this (they all say they wish they had done it sooner). Anyway, i'm glad someone else keeps saying "maybe it's not that bad" ! But this site helps so much, I am so grateful for it. thanks!