So preoccupied with surgery...

so, what you are telling me is that the nervous wreck I am now, will only get worse as the "day" approaches. I am beginning to SERIOUSLY stress out about everything!

Its great to know I am not alone...thanks for posting

...........and I still have three weeks and two days left to my surgery. This website has been my home for the last week since I found it. It is all I can think about. We are in the middle of remodeling the livingroom and it looks like a construction site. Not to mention they just delivered our pool and we found out the company we hired to do the dig just went out of business. So, my house looks like a construction site and my garage has an inground pool sitting in it waiting for us to find a contractor. YUCK!!! And all I can think about is the surgery. At least I have been able to get things at work in order for my leaving. Though even that has taken 15 hour days for the last few weeks. All I keep telling my SO is that I don't care about the pool, (I won't be able to use it till September anyhow) but I want him to please finish the livingroom before my surgery. I get knots in my stomach just thinking about how much cleaning I need to do around here. And housework is NOT one of the things that I could ever claim any great wonders at. I am definately the type who would rather spend 20 hours at the office instead of two hours cleaning house. I am never going to get it done.