freaking out a bit

thanks again guys... it helps so much to know others know what i'm talking about even though i wouldn't wish this upon even my worst enemy... but it is so great to have this place to vent and whine about this stuff and have people who understand. it helps so much. i actually did manage to force myself to sit still for about 45 minutes last night... not long i know but its a start... i keep finding myself making to do lists and stuff...

oh the plus side i'm getting off of here now cause its thundering and about to rain... woo hoo... never thought i'd be so happy about rain! we're in a severe draught where i'm at so rain is a happy thing at this point lol

just wanted to offer some support. I am almost one year down the line from a surgery I was terrified to have. My life is so much different and better for it. I am older, but I look better and feel better too. I am 100% in understanding of your fear. You will go in two days and all will be well!! And before you know it, you will be a year down the line as well!! All the best to you.

Love, Ruthie

thanks again
had all my pre op stuff today... paperwork and instructions and joy joy joy got the magnesium citrate that i get to start drinking tomorrow ... yummy. i feel a little better since i got all that done but i still just feel so unprepared... guess in the long run nothing can really prepare anyone for such a thing huh

I know what you mean... I did finally get my bag packed... rather, my DH packed it as I ran off a list of stuff I wanted You'll be done before you know it! Good luck

yeah i'm freaking out being indecisive about my overnight bag too... i really wanna take the laptop with dvds to watch cause i got a bad habit of not sleeping a wink in hospitals and the dvds will keep me occupied... but then i'm afraid i'll drift off and someone would come in and steal it... yeah.. i am a little paranoid lol

oh wow... and i just noticed dolphin ... yours is tomorrow huh? i wish you the best of luck and you'll be in my thoughts along with everyone else around here

wanted to wish all of you luck!!!!
thoughts and prayers are with you.
see you on the other side
let us know how you are doing
BIG HUGS!!!!!!
Lori