Crying - anyone else?

Well it has been a week since my SAH and RSO five years ago I had my LSO done. As my husband was taking me to the 1 week checkup I was questioning if I did the right thing. Well after seeing the Dr. I know I did. Come to find out I had endromitrious of the uterus and numerous cysts on the ovary. I am sitting here crying why? who knows does anyone else have the same problem?

I do, I've had problems with panic and anxiety since surgery. I was already on a AD, but it doesn't seem to be working correctly right now..hoping it does soon. I did have the dr Rx some Lorazepam this week for me in case it takes a while. But ya know I cried at the drop of a hat before surgery too.

I think that even when we feel we did the right thing, we are still allowed to feel sad for that part of our life that has ended. I find I want to cry some days but most people don't understand. They just say " well you didn't need it" or "it was time to get it out". While I may agree, I still am allowed to feel sad sometimes.