A little sex 'slip up' - I'm scared and so cross with myself!

my sweetie and I had a "playdate" yesterday, and I insisted on keeping my panties on so that he didn't "slip" up... good thing too.. or I'd have to be calling my doctor and fessing up!

What would I do without you guys? Seriously, I could not have told anyone else I know what happened and know that they could understand the way you all do. Sorry about the mini-meltdown yesterday. I'm feeling a bit tender still, but the pain is pretty much gone. When I think about the travel and all the other social stuff I did from Saturday morning until Sunday night (in addition to the 'oops' moment), no wonder I was hurting some - talk about overdo it much! Thanks to all for your reassurances, concern and support. One thing for sure, I don't think I'm ready to go back to full-time work just yet.

Anyhoo, I'll let you know if the surgeon picks up on it - I think he will somehow, as he was the only one out of the (many) gynos & docs I saw who actually properly identified my prolapse and the associated issues without prompting from me - which is why I trusted him to look after me. He's an older gent, so it's going to be like being caught out by my dad - sigh. lol, he won't have to examine any more than my guilty face to work it out.....

hugs to all..

Just to put a full stop to my little tale of bad behaviour - I was fortunate to not have done any damage with my faux pas and passed my checkup OK. My doc was very pleased with my healing and I'm now offically released to resume all 'normal' activities. He thinks the pain that is bothering me is my right ovary still being a bit touchy and has advised that I should reconsult him if it persists beyond a week or two. That right side has given me problems before with cysts and ovulation pain, but I was so freaked out about my slip up that I forgot about it's 'history'. Ladies, the stress I went through - not worth it. The lesson? Wait, wait, wait until you are ok'd to go.

Thanks so so much for all your kind words and comfort.

K