why cant i cry!

well today i just feel like cry i dont know why but i do. it is like the tears are right there but cant come out. i have gained weight since the surgery and that bothers me. i feel like i have so much stuff to do. my grandma wants me to check on some stuff i ordered for her online and her credit card was rejected and i dont know why. today i just feel like i am in a pressure cooker and i am about to blow. i just have so much to handle. and i dont know if it is cause of the fact that i got lazy after my surgery or what but it aggravates me. i cant cry anymore since the surgery. i have cried 1 time in 3 weeks and for me that is amazing. before i was crying all the time but now nothing. i guess i will just have to get use to living like this.thanks for listening. thanks candy

Hang in there and things will get better! You are still very early in the recovery process. I know that my hormones seem a bit wacky at times since my hyst. Maybe your body is still adjusting to the new you! I know that mine is. Good things lay ahead.

carrie

thanks!

My heart goes out to you. First, I think you may be trying to do too much too soon. You only need to concentrate on yourself and not the needs of too many other people. That's not to say hybernate but you are in the very early stages of healing and unless someone has gone through what you just did they will not understand how you are feeling. If you are not crying as much as you were before well that is one good thing the surgery did for you! I gained a about 12 lbs right after surgery due to fluid retention; maybe that is what it is from? but then I lost it and more once the fluid was gone. Hang in there things will get better!!