Fear is setting in

Hi Girls- you all are the greatest!
I thought I was doing so good, some sleepless nights but other than that I wasn't too worried
But This morning fear set in. I go the the Hospital tomorrow to pre reg and do the blood work stuff. Then next tues. I see My DR for a pre op apt. She is the greatest! Women DR's just know more about this stuff. Any way I am starting to feel sick to my stomach, worried that this is the right decision (and I know it is). so where is all this coming from?
I had a c-section 10 years ago. I am not looking forward to the pain!!!! But I know in the long run I will feel better!
This is what is doing on in my mind, on hand I Know that I Know this is the best decision, but on the other why am I putting myself through this surg.
What am I to do for the next 13 days? Will I go crazy?
Help!!!

You are going to be fine.I felt relieved after my pre op appointments . It made me feel that it was really going to happen! Keep yourself busy over the next few weeks.You will be surprised how fast they go!

Take care

Dawn, make sure you are stocked up on food, soap, pet food if needed and anything else in case you don't feel like going to the store for a while. I cooked simple meals and froze them ahead of time. You might want to get some paper plates, glasses, plastic
forks, spoons ect so there are piled up dishes to tempt you
to do them until you feel ready. Good luck, waiting is a hard thing.