Dropped my bundle today and now feeling much better!

I had a cry last weekend and I think another one is coming. I've just got so much to do right now that I'm focusing on getting that done. I have a feeling that Sunday is going to be an emotional day for me.

Hi... I’ve been silently sitting the back looking and listening and now that my surgery date is coming up 11.14.07 I’m getting nervous by the minute. I have a fear of being put to sleep by meds. (Keep having that same dream over and over). So for the first time this morning I cried and the strangest thing happened afterwards, my mother called to tell me that everything would be okay. Man, did that freak me out!! I told her about my crying spell and she said I knew something was wrong that’s why I called you. I love that lady so much.. So, I understand what you are going through. Even though I don’t know you personally I will be sending many blessing out to you and everyone who has an upcoming surgery. (1st time replying to a post.. Thanks for being here for me)