Changing horses in the middle of the stream~! TAH to DaVinci

I get a call late Friday that my TAH is now a DaVinchi. Don't you all just love the old Western where that escaping bad cowboy jumps, almost flawlessly, to another horse in the middle of the stream~? Takes a whole lot of faith and skill and acute focus, right? In my earlier post or was it a private, (I hid out forever it seems) I was boo hoo hoo-ing about having a clunker instead of a DaVinchi. There is only one were I am going and Mr. Robot was booked solid. End of year upcoming and us self-employed waiting for the clobbering, I need it done NOW~! I must say my surgeon was so happy~(he loves that robot) I will now have two surgeons and paranoid me wonders, why two? Serious Sisters~~ We all worry on some level about our mortality, that they could find cancer cells. I have not had a wink of sleep for days and my imagination has run a muck. I imagine everything in a blender. I hope that I am not rejected for my lack of sleep and sent home. I have been such an angry nag my home could of been moved for me. OUCH Overall, I have had a two week heads up to the theme, hysterectomy, two days for DaVinchi, and a man that just doesn't get it. At this point, a nice med induced sleep would become me. That little 'happy' note you get from those older sisters made me cry my eyes out. Thanks for that, I needed it. Later you little smiley faces.