LAVH: Pre-op appointment this afternoon - now it feels real!!

I knew in October last year that I was having this hysterectomy and found out last month that surgery is finally scheduled for April 20th and my pre-op appointment scheduled for this afternoon, and I was actually HAPPY to have it all sorted out, but now......now I'm freaking out a little bit - it just seems so real now!!! I've been reading here that the waiting is the worst, so I don't feel like I'm in this all alone. Can't wait till it's over and I can write a good recovery post

you have 10 days I have 20 gggrrrr I want it over already. Cleaning and preparing at work but NERVOUS. good luck to you.

Thanks and good luck to you as well - isn't the waiting horrible?? I have to admit that my house is probably cleaner than it's ever been, even my boss at work here commented on how clean my desk was haha

cleaned out my closets last night doing the freezer and refrigerator tonight than back porch. My DH will be wanting me to have surgery again so that it gets done more often. lol