Freaked out vaginal cuff!

Am I crazy to be completely freaked out! I'm not healing well. Been in the hospital twice for heavy bleeding, pain and infection. The more I read on here the more freaked out and upset I feel. I have so much pressure and didn't realize the only thing keeping my intestines from falling out is my vaginal cuff!!! I am do afraid of it bring to weak and failing.

and has any one else heard, that its possible that we may need to wear a pad forevever? Really? WHy? If you don't leak urine and you have no uterus..what comes out later after you are healed??

Everyone heals at their own rate and some simply take longer than others. Once your vagina heals, it will be nice and strong with next to no chance of things falling out of it. Just make sure to rest and give your body the time to heal.

PS And no, I haven't ever heard of ladies that need to wear pads forever. If there is some leakage, doctors usually find the reason why and fix it. I am not saying that it isn't possible, simply that I haven't heard of it.

Thank-you so much for your response. I just feel so frustrated and tired and desperately want to be normal again and maybe even better!