sadness

Well, I was doing much better with my feelings of loss and sadness until the mail came today. In it, for who knows what reason, was a box from the makers of enfimil (spelling?). It said for the expectant mother on it and it was a can of formula inside. I just couldn't believe it. I had signed up for that 3 years ago when I was preg. with my daughter but I have sinced moved. It just made me so angry and so sad. I just can't believe it. I don't know how to end this or what else to say. I am just feeling frustrated about this. Sometimes it just feels like it's one thing after another.

Hi Wishin4peace,

It is so hard to fight the world - to "expect the unexpected"-- to be prepared for ??? who knows what! Who would have ever thought that after all this time you'd get something like that in the mail??

We set up certain walls to protect ourselves, but there are always little gaps in those walls where something can slip through and really get to us.

I'm sorry that it upset you so much, and I hope you are feeling better today.

I can relate! I'm sorry that you are feeling bad. Hang in there! I had a lavh 2 weeks ago and I am just starting to get the boo- hoo's. My DH went out of town this weekend with this buddies and I really miss him. I looked at your profile and we seem to have a lot in common. I just want you to know that if you need to talk I am here. Good luck!