Subtle Changes vs Personality Overhaul

Sad - Mad - Cry - Swear like a Sailor = where I am these days. I keep trying to pick up where I left off before my surgery but the mood swings are incredible. Had another meltdown yesterday with husband, slept in different room, woke up crying this morning saying marriage is in the toilet, then feel bad and guilty about it all by the time I got to work. Nuts. I was never like this, and keep holding on to the belief that it will get better. I'm not on HRT and have one ovary left. I just want to feel happy and not FREAK OUT about every little thing at this point. Almost moved a few weeks ago because neighbor was cutting down a tree that I hated - went to the store and got a newspaper and started circling apartments........nutso................at least I'm not the only one!