I Knew It

My doctor just called and rescheduled my TAH until 9/16. I now have to wait 2 more weeks and go thru all the panic attacks again. I am so stressed. I had finally prepared myself and now this. My poor family has to deal with me all over again.
Oh well, thanks for all the support and here we go again.
Kim

Hi Kimmy, Hang in there, you are not alone. Isnt easy but you will make it. Didnt think that Id ever be saying that but it is true much as it doesnt feel like it. The hospital called and canceled my long (and overdue) surgery on 8/18 and never have been able to talk to anyone but an assistent to my docter before or since. I am rescheduled for 9/13. Im sorry that you have to go through that too. It definatly isnt an experience that I would wish on anyone. Reason and purpose is a sort of mantra I guess, that Ive used to get through the roughest of times. Reason and purpose... I may not know them today (or possibily not ever) but if I can trust and believe that there is reason and purpose for all that happens it helps me to get through it.