Leaving for the castle in about an hour

Hi, everyone!

I'll be leaving for the hospital in about an hour, and I'm still suffering some from the effects of Mag. Cit. I drank yesterday. Maybe that means I won't have problems post-op. That would be good. I'm exhausted. I haven't slept much these past few days, and last night I dreamed some quack I'd never seen before was going to do the surgery amidst a bunch of Christmas ornaments and yapping puppies in one of my old high school classrooms!

I am so scared! I keep thinking and praying over and over that this whole list of bad things that could occur won't happen. I think I'm beyond scared, more like terrified. I hope the A man will give me a tranquilizer right off the bat.

I've had a number of people tell me that I'm going to be so much better after this surgery. I hope so. I pray so. I'm so beaten down. Weary.

I'm sorry. I meant to be more upbeat about this, but I think my brain is as mushy as my uterus.

--RamonaD
4/5 left ovary removed; 6/7/04 (That's today! Yikes!) LSH for fibroid colony, adenomyosis, excessive bleeding and clots, weird cycles, pain

RamonaD sweetie, please put all the bad thoughts out of your head.

I know that's hard to do but worry won't help and only makes it harder on you. All the dr and nurses intend to do a good job for you.

I was scared out of my mind but I made it and honestly would be braver the next time I need surgery. (hope I don't)

You relax and be good and let us know when you get back.

woodsie

We WILL BE GREAT!! GOOD LUCK SISTER!!! MIchelle