Help.. I feel like I am going PSYCHO!!!!!!!

Oh my god, I am losing my mind. I am totally going nuts. I don't understand how I can feel so mentally well for two weeks, I mean great, laughing, joking, smiling more than I have in 1 year. Then boom now I feel like I am about to kill someone. I just went to see my mother and on the way home, this woman cut me off and almost caused me to wreck with my kids in the car and I just snapped, I wanted to follow her and beat her up. Hello, I am a very gentle person and I feel like I am dying inside. I was on the climara patch for 4 weeks and they kept coming off after I would take a shower or a bath. Friday I started taking premarin .625 a day and I feel like for one I don't even one to get out of bed. When I do get out of bed, I am crying and snapping and yelling. My poor dh had three good weeks with me and now this, he is probably so glad to be back at work today. I cannot function like this. I just want to go away. (Where I don't know but anywhere but here)I am going to hop over to the hormone jungle board and see if I can make any sense out of this. Love to you all.

{{{Randi}}} I'm sorry that you feel so bad, but glad that you didn't wreck. Your whole day/life could have been drastically altered. I know how upsetting that is, and the other person goes on like nothing even happened.

I also started out on the patch and had the same thing happen with them falling off, but I wasn't doing well emotionally on them and my dr. put me on Premarin 1.25 mg and that has been working good for me. (except that I'm still not sleeping) I will be 6 weeks post op tommorrow, but my check up isn't until Jan 2

I still have bad days, that's a given, but we all do. I hope that you will do something good for yourself and find some quiet time today. {{{{sending love and hugs}}}}

i know what you mean! i am on estratest h.s. and all last week i wanted to kill someone too! dr told me today that i (WE) have been thru a lot and to give ourself time. it could be phathom pms too! i always felt like that before i started! this too shall pass!! {{{{hugs}}}}