I just passed tissue!!!

I had a late-term termination in the Beginning of March, (medical necessity) and have been in pain ever since. Tamoxifen and adenomeyosis have combined with the surgery to make for pain and bleeding so frequently! I just passed a piece of tissue, never have before, and it's been over three months now! It was big, and there's no bleeding around it. I'm freaking. Called the doc. Oh, the thoughts going through my mind about the tissue... IT was so traumatic for me to go through that, it's like going through it again.

I know the women having to do this are very sensitive about not being able to have children. Please let me offer my apologies if my revealing this trauma has offended or hurt anyone. I hadn't meant to get pregnant, was told I couldn't get pregnant, and didn't know until very late that I was, and the baby, as well as my risk of reoccurance of BC, was compromised. I still hate ending my fertility, even though getting pregnant would be dangerous for me.

I didn't save the tissue, and the nurse asked me if I did. I feel like an idiot for not having done so. Oh, I hope the pain will subside now. It's worse than usual, and I"m at work.

oh, Coopfesta, how very upsetting for you.

I can well imagine you were too upset to think of saving the tissue.

I hope that you feel better physically, and emotionally soon. This sure has been a difficult time for you. I hope better days are ahead.