Just a couple more days - then off to castle

I have been reading everything I can on this wonderful site since I found it a few days ago. I see that most everyone has known they will need to have a hysterectomy for some time. I just found out on Jan 19th, I didn't think I would have the emotions that I have since finding out. I had so many concers, questions and fears. The thing that has been the most helpful is finding that I am not alone in this and there is so many helpful caring women on this site. I think I am finally coming to terms with this whole thing. We will see when it is time to go to the castle, it I will run and or not. I just keep praying that I have made the right decision and that all will be fine. I am lucky as my mother will be flying in from AZ to help me for a while. I just hope that I am not a BIG Baby during my recovery and that I don't go crazy just laying around doing nothing, (I am so not used to that, I am always on the go). I am going to go to my priest tommarow and ask for the sacrament of healing, I think that will give me much more peace. This is only my second post as I am not used to sharing my feelings publicly and wish that knew how to be as supportive as some of the people I see here. I read and my heart goes out to each and everyone of you and will keep all of you in my daily prayers.

Hi, I was surprised when I learned of my need for a hyst three years ago. I had not had any problems that I was aware of ahead of time. My dr found cervical polyps during a routine pap. That lead to a polypectomy, hysteroscopy and D&C. Those reveiled precancerous uterine tumors Sooo, my hyst was scheduled. My emotions were all over the place - and was I nervous! Hystersisters helped me so much too. My family credits it with saving my sanity - and theirs

I like the idea of seeing your priest about the healing sacrament. I had mine visit me in the hospital and received communion there. It did make me feel more peaceful

Best wishes.

s

Hi Reagent!

I knew for many years that a hyst was going to be the only way to "solve my problems" but was still in shock when I got my date for surgery. I think no matter what your situation is, it is a difficult thing to swallow! Hang in there and know that you are not alone in any of this. That is great that your mom is coming to help you! I too was worried about going "crazy" ...I just used the time to catch up on all those new releases we never have time to watch and read all those books that have been sitting on the shelf! It is hard sometimes to force yourself to slow down! I recieved Anointing by my priest the morning of my BSO a few weeks ago and was amazed at the sense of calm that came over me. I pray that it also helps you!

I don't know about everyone else, for me with all the problems I am having, I look at my uterus as the enemy...or at the very least mutinous and it's time for me to take control of this ship. I have only had problems for the past 3 or 4 years, not a lifetime like a lot of our sister here. I consider myself blessed, because I can't imagine a lifetime of dealing with this mess.

Bless you, and take care.

T.

I was shocked when I was told I needed a hyst. I had just done research for my sister and knew of all the options - but with the size of my fibroids - I really didn't have a choice. After the initial shock came a kind of relief - so many years of pain and inconvience! Then comes the worry - that's where this site comes in handy! You will find you are never alone - there are never any 'stupid' questions and even if you're embarrased - you can still ask anything and someone will come to you with an answer or sympathetic ear. You will also find answers to questions you never even thought to ask! What a great resource here!

Sitting around is hard. I am/was always go go go - my wonderful family chastises me nicely and reminds me to cool it. After reading many posts you will find the importance of healing right the first time is well worth loafing a couple weeks and being treated like the princess you are!

Just a quick note to send you best wishes for your surgery and beyond! I know you'll do great, and we'll all be with you in spirit!!! Take care, and take it EASY once you get home!!!! Very important!!!!!




Hugs!
monami

Thank you, all of you for your responses. I did see my priest today and he gave me the sacrament of healing and I feel so at piece with everything. I know this may sound silly to some and I would have even to me a couple of years ago, as I had not had anything to do with church or God since I was 13 years old, until just 3 years ago. I don't know how I would go throught this with out him and am glad I found my way back and found my way to this wonderful site. I am sure that as Monday morning draws near I will be somewhat nervous, but not on edge. I have been doing everything I can to prepare my home and family for this. I have read all of the posts on what to bring to the hospital with you. The one thing that I thought, where am I going to find that at? It was the back scratcher, well if any of you have had trouble finding one, I know just the place. I went to Walmart (I usually avoid it) and found a really nice wooden one (by the bath brushes) and it was under $2.00. I have already tested it out and it is wonderful. I hope that anyone else having their surgery soon finds the same peace I have found. I am even enjoying the little things like finding my prize back scratcher.

May peace be with you, through your good and bad times.

Reagent, Sounds like you are doing all the right things and yes, belief in God is what got me through it all and my church friends have been amazingly WONDERFUL! I can imagine oh so keenly what you are thinking, feeling right now, I was a nervous wreck my first few days pre-op. Home now 2 days post op.. got home Thursday. Glad you got some peace and best wished and God's blessings!!
Kandi
TVH fibroids, endo etc