Keep on praying for me and my family PLEASE!

As many of you know I asked for your prayers about a month ago when my little brother (age 33) committed suicide. Well, it has been one long month with one thing after another and I am simply not dealing with any of it well!! DBF got bit by a spider and has been to the doctor several times in the past 2 weeks...he's not insured and it's costing a fortune! He is behind on child support and has no income and his ex wife says she is not worried about it, but the state is pushing the issue anyway and I don't even know how they can do that with her saying leave him alone. More stress! Then my ex and I have support issues and he is a state trooper so is getting preferrential (sp?) treatment from the local child support folks and he is now almost $2,000 in arrears. I am just so stressed out that I went off on the child support people yesterday....big time!!! And ya know what??? I really, really just miss my baby brother and HATE the fact that this world is such a mean place that he felt he had to resort to leaving it!!! Just keep me in your prayers please!!!!

(((BillsSweetie))),

Yes, you are going through so much right now, and you are still grieving from loss of dear brother, and this is tugging at your poor heart.

You are still in my prayers. I pray that you will have peace, and that your heart will heal from all the hurt and pain you are going through.

May God bless you and comfort you.

s

Sue

(((BillsSweetie))),

You sure have had a tough time and I continue to remember you in prayer. I'm so sorry things aren't going well and I pray that God gives you strength, peace, and provides for all of your needs. God bless you.



Deb

Billsweetie, it is so easy to overreact to things while grieving and/or stressed. Please don't be too hard on yourself. Sometimes when things seem so bleak, it may help to seek some help, support, and guidance from others. Perhaps a counselor, a spiritual leader, a friend, family,
or support groups with others who have lost a loved one. Perhaps your place of worship may offer some help. It may help to reach out to others right now since you have a lot on your plate.
I pray that our Lord comforts you while you are grieving for your little brother, strengthens you, guides you, gives you wisdom,
blesses you financially, and brings someone into your life who will help you through these difficult times. May God bless you and keep you.
Hugs!!!!!

Thank you all for your kind words of encouragement!! I KNOW there is a light at the end of this very dark tunnel and I know that my brother is with his Maker and healed and happy! He wouldn't want us to continue to grieve and that is why I'm really trying to get my heart around it.

Thanks you locki! I know in my heart that I do need to talk to someone (support group or the counselor I used during my divorce) and I plan to look into it.

Just keep praying for me sisters and I will keep all of you in my heart and prayers. Thanks for being there! Don't know what I'd do without ya's!