I think calling the office might be a good idea. Its almost 3am here and I cannot sleep because I would like some answers on how this possibly happened. Although I didn't get far today when I called them back and asked WHEN my surgery was (due to the fact I was so upset I forgot to ask)
!! Maybe I will just let it go....
I am sure that God is watching out for me and there is some higher power at work here that I may not understand. So I am honestly trying not to dwell on it and trying not to allow it to upset me.
My youngest DS (he is 12) asked me why I was so upset today about not having to have surgery and I explained it like this: "It would be like planning a vacation to Disneyland(Although I know this isn't like that and he does understand that as well) for the past 6 months and you plan, pack, have everything ready and you are very excited. And then you get a call that says 'Ohhh Disneyland is going to be closed for a week~you can still go but you just need to wait another week.' Its just disappointing like that." He said "OH" so I think he understood. Can't be sure since he is the quiet type. He tends to keep his thoughts to himself.
I am trying to be very optimistic and have a bright outlook on all this because being upset over it is no fun. I decided that since I got all my packing done, my house cleaned, and I am already to go that I am going to rest and pamper myself as much as possible. I may even soak up some sun over the weekend (using tons of sunscreen of course).
I am going to spend lotsa quality time with my kids and family and just have fun. Whether I can afford it or not!!
Plus my oldest DS has a concert Saturday (he is in a rock band) and I didn't think I would be able to go and now I can. So I am very excited about that!
Thanks again ladies for everything!! I don't know what I would do if I hadn't found this site and all the support that I have gotten here!