The castle awaits

It's 3:35am and I still can't sleep but am going to give it a whirl for at least an hour and then off to the castle. At this point, it is what it is I suppose. I have read and read and know this is what is best for me in the long run. Hopefully when I move to the post op side of posts someone will help me learn to live without some parts of myself. I'm scared and nervous but ready. See my Wednesday castle sisters on the other side, I am at the top of the roller coaster and staring down the long track down.......here we go!

Good luck today. I will be thinking of you!

Best wishes, I hope that everything goes well for you.

S

I understand how you are feeling, i am 6 weeks out and find myself looking at my belly and wondering why I have to loose a part of me...but ya know what...you will be great and feel so much better, maybe like your old self again. good luck and god speed I will be praying for you