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10-29-2001, 06:31 AM
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Hyster Sister
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Hysterectomy: January 23rd, 2003
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giving up
hey ladies, well i guess i've about decided the heck with surgery right now, i mean all i am doing is running in circles, i can not get a doctor to agree to doing it, they all want to try 100 other things, which i can understand, but have tried so many that failed. i just can not see the point in doing yet another procedure that will more than likely fail as well.. i am just so tired of begging!  then my insurance is giving me fits, so i guess its just not in the cards for me.. my period was a week early this month and worse than ever, but i guess its all in my head.. at least thats the impression these doctors are giving me. i am going to concentrate on finishing school, getting a job, and trying to pull my bootie out of debt, then maybe alittle time will pass and i will be able to convince someone to help me.. i've lived in this misery for 20 years i guess awhile longer is in order.. these d@# doctors make me crazy.. they think they have all the answers.. wrong!  you girls are awesome and i have really learned alot from you all.. i just am to the point to where i cannot take anymore rejections, i'm depressed and i dread that time of the month because i know i will be in pure h@%#, please girls pray for my situation, i'm truly at the end of my rope.. god bless you all.....
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