survived the ivp...

Ivp test went well. Had me lay in positions i havnt laid in since my hyst, even on my belly. I did leak while on xray table, i hope this will give some answers. Im so tired of the unknown. Fistula, weak pelvic floor? Why am i leaking urine? I have to go back to work june 4th. I miss my job (i work in a nursing home, so i will fit right in with my residents) but im nervous. I worry that my fiance will get tired of my sadness, my leaking. I donf think he tottally understands how much im leaking. I just want answers. I want to be normal. I pray this can be fixed somehow. Im overwhelmed by sadness today. I am healing well from the hyst its this dang leaking. I wish i had a hobby so i could get my mind off of my life and defective body. I pray daily for you all.

I hope the test brings you answers and soon!

Thankyou Molly. You always are so supportive!

Shihtzu3'

I hope you get answers real soon. I feel for ya, Other than my hyster I had bladder suspension, and repair. So I know my way around the poise pads;( It can be the most depressing, embarrassing,ect thing. I had to strategically plan every where I went and where the bathrooms were. I understand. Chin up, fingers crossed that you get positive answers.