((((((Lynne)))))))))) Thanks for the advice...I will think on it. However some things just for some reason cannot wait. These lightbulb moments as I have decided to call them are just happening, as are the horrors from my past. They are coming up and as they come, I need to deal with them. In that respect I am doing ok. I have decided I need to quit smoking for the simple fact at 300 a month, I cannot afford to smoke! As for the eating healthy, I think I wont try to lose the weight, if it happens it happens. If I gain, I wont be happy, but oh well. I dont see how I can gain if instead of smoking I hop on my exerciser, and instead of chips I grab celery or carrots.....
My ultimate goal in life is to live happily, and to enjoy the time God grants me here on earth. I no longer need to comfort eat, and giving up chips hasnt been that hard. Mind you I avoid the chip aisle in the store and dont have them in my house. I can find comfort in just being....I do enjoy smoking, but for some reason breathing seems to be a big thing also, and I do worry about my son getting cancer...I would not be able to live with myself if that happened.
My life is changing, and for the better. I am happier, and therefore healthier than ever!! Life is great, and I am gonna live it!!! As Bon Jovi said &quot;Its my life, now or never, I aint gonna live forever....&quot;