I think I'm making myself sick!

Jazzibell, I know how you feel about the people being "down there". Really though, it's no big deal. They don't do ANYTHING until your out, not even have your legs in the stirrups. The way I see it, it can't be that "fun" of a job. In fact, it's probably one of the most dirtiest jobs, that you will never see on "Dirty Jobs". LOL

Don't postpone your surgery. It will just make the waiting even harder on you. A couple weeks before my surgery, I freaked out so bad, that my skin hurt. My clothes were even painfull. I wasn't sleeping, eating, or enjoying myself at all. Waiting is truley the hardest part, and I even developed a PE and was in ICU for a few days! Waiting was even harder than that!

You will be ok. I had the same surgery that your going to have, and the only discomfort that really annoyed me, was that it hurt to sit. Get a donut, it really helped. Take your pain meds, and make sure you walk walk walk!

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you ALL! Just being able to say that I'm afraid and have understanding, sympathetic voices to listen to helps so much. Tomorrow is my last day at work, then off to have my hair cut, and the rest of the week I have good things planned. I love ya'll!

Jazz, what you are describing sounds a LOT like fibromyalgia. It is painful, and stress makes it worse, lol. I have calmed down a bit since this morning, but I am exhausted. I get to start drinking the bowel prep in half an hour, and I'm already worn out from cleaning, running and being on clear liquids all day. It won't be long now though, once I'm done drinking, if it goes like last time, I will be sleeping for the night. My surgery is at 9:30, I have to be there at 8am. I kind of wish it were earlier, so I didn't have to wait so long, but I'm glad I'll be here to get my 5yr old off to school.

Thank you for all the support ladies. I will talk to you all after I'm home from the castle!

Jazz Could you possibly call the doc and have him prescripe you something for your nerves? Just a thought to help you get to the surgery date. Best of luck to you!