LIW's scheduled for the 29th

The waiting game is getting harder and harder. Tomorrow off to the blood bank with DH and DF who will be donating for me just in case. Next Mon. pre-op, Tues clearance with primary dr. Trying to do all on my lunch hour, or leaving work early. Not to mention trying to clear things up at the office, clean the house, and shop. Don't think it will all get done, can't focus with the emotions running wild. The worst is driving to and from work for some reason...guess being alone, can't get away from my thoughts then. Cryed all the way home from work today thinking about being wheeled away from DH and DM to the o.r. Trying to stay away from the post-op boards but keep wandering there. Wild dreams when I do eventually fall asleep. Just want to crawl out of my skin right now. How are you ladies dealing/coping?